Why do I love her you ask ? No it is not just because of her amazingly talented voice or her fantastic dance moves…She is much more then “Just another famous person” to me. She is the person who saved my life and made it better, She is the person who reminds me in her music and her personality everyday that I am a something and I deserve to be happy. She is the person who makes me smile when all I feel like I want to do is cry. She is the person with the amazing smile that brighton’s my day when I see it. She is the woman whom I idolize. She is the woman with all the very important messages and inspirational songs. She is the woman who owns my heart, tears, thoughts, smiles, laughs and my whole life. She is the woman who never judges anyone for who they are. She is the woman who prefer’s Hugs to hand shakes. She is the only woman who is ALWAYS on my mind. She is the woman I can talk about for hours and never get sick of thinking about. She is the woman who is my everything. She is the woman I plan to love for the rest of my life and never ever stop.
My Story:
Katy Perry has got me through SO much its not even funny, and she doesn’t even know it.
In 2009 my nana, who is my rock, my best friend, my everything in life. Well she got diagnosed with type 3 lung cancer, while eventually spread to her limpnoids and many other places…She was told she only had a 14% chance of living, And you can probably assume that this information killed me, I would sit in the shower or in my room and just cry for hours at a time. I would crank Katy’s music to try and make me feel better and it worked…She got me though that difficult time. Katheryn Elizabeth Hudson got me through it !! My nana chose to do the intense radition while burned her insides and caused her to be in much more pain then she already was.. Months went by and Day after day I would put my Katy Perry music on and just sit there and listen to her. Months later my nana came home, Alive and doing well. She beat the 14% chance of living and made it 100% chance <3 to this day she is in remision, Which means some cancer cells are still there but they arn’t growing or shrinking. Thank you Katy for getting me though that, thank you for keeping me positive.
Another Katy moment.
This years 2010-2011 were horrible years for me ! I already have Anxiety and grew up with OCD but I got bullied, picked on, replaced by my so called “best friend”, My family started running out of money,…I got super depressed and went to school everyday pretending I was happy, But I was no where close. I hid behind a fake smile…No one knew the real me. Not even to this day, and my grades in school went from A’s and B’s to C+’s and C’s some of my teachers actually made me go to the councellor because they noticed my change in behaviour. Almost everyday at the same time for no apparent reason I would start to cry and hate life so much, So I would put on my Katy Perry music and just cry.
I started cutting myself, I hated the fact…But I did it cause It took the pain away, Lets just say I did it for a couple months until one night I was extremely sad and depressed And I went to do it again, I was sitting in my bathroom, Radio blasted, crying holding the razor in my hand…Firework by Katy Perry then came on the radio…and even though I had heard this time 393759745 times it felt different, It felt like she was telling me something more, I felt like she was telling me I’m worth more then nothing and I am a firework, and that I’m original cannot be replaced, and I shouldn’t be doing this to myself. I dropped the razor and just cried till the end of the song. And I haven’t cut since then…So practicly Katy saved me cause if that song didn’t come on where would I be today and what would I be doing ? I love you Katheryn more then words can explain ! Thank you for being the best person in my life.
^ All that up there was last year, I have relapsed on cutting..But it is my release now. But I am okay, Katheryn Elizabeth Hudson is still saving my life day by day. Edit October 26 2011.
So to all the haters out there, Think before you start hating on Katy Perry to me, or anyone because you never know if the person you are about to hate on her to has been saved by this woman or has a story behind them.
So once again NO Katy is not just a musician who love with all my heart. She is WAAY more than that to me.
I love you mama Cat. More then anything in the world. <3
